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「ねえ、 今すぐ会いたいよ」
Thursday, August 12, 2010 ![]() |
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![]() sweety day by Color Code I want to stop for just a sec, but I can't. I want to take a breath, but I can't. When will I learn to stop running... from the truth and face it? It's been a while since I've actually "blogged." I was in hiatus for a week or so. I gathered up all the reasons why I decided to stop blogging for a while, but in reality, those reasons ties up to one thing. running away from reality and keep on dreaming. I feel as if I've been blindly piling up all my mess in one area. Just how I usually am, I don't intend on throwing them away. The painful memories also carries the joyful ones. Just as it keeps getting bigger and bigger, I continue to ignore it. It crushes me little by little, until I'm completely gone. When will I clean up my mess exactly? That's what I want to know. Maybe if I didn't lock them away...I could've forgotten about you a long time ago Maybe if I decided to stop looking back...I could've taken my time to stroll onto life peacefully Maybe if I didn't learn how to love...I would be stronger I wouldn't be crying today. ---Nina♡ 』 |