I keep saying that "er". So I guess, being in a completely uncreative mood, I decided to title this post "er".
Haven't posted on 원숭이 for a while~ so I decided to post a response to Nina's 'countdown for Sora's birthday'. Honestly, I keep forgetting. I keep forgetting that my birthday is in a couple of days, and I have a party happening a week afterwards.
It's weird, but lately, my life... it feels like a fairytale. Being a realist, of course, there's no such thing as fairytales. On my a typical birthday I would have 1 or 2 people coming over. No cake. No song. No gifts. Just a gathering. I guess. I was fine with it. Usually some unexpected event would happen that made that birthday memorable. In 'O7 I believe, there was a blackout that happened. I was with Umi and this other girl and Emma came the very next day. It was fun. And it became memorable because of the sudden blackout and thunderstorm that happened in my house. As we were running around dumbly (well, me and this other girl were) and bonking into each other while we were at it. Last year, I had summer school friends, as well as, Umi of course. It was fun, nonetheless. But honestly, the one I remember the most was the one in 'O7. It was the last 'gathering' that I had with Umi and Emma together . It was nothing 'big' either. I got a heart-warming letter from Umi, and a pair of shoes from Emma. We ate a few slices of pizza, and our stomaches were satisfied. It was simple but memorable. For this year... it's big. At least, bigger than usual. First off, there's guys coming. Well, last year guys came over too, but only 2. This time, there's like what? 6? ㅠㅠ Second off, Nina's planning it actually. Which, I am looking forward too, but I'm scared. Not necessarily in a bad way, I don't think that she's going to plan something bad. But just scared on what to expect. I, personally hate surprises.. So, it's kind of new to me. Nina's planning a bunch of presents together... So far, I got a wittle pink ribbon that I adore ^ㅠ^. And everyday, someone would ask me, what do you want for your bithday? Honestly, I don't want anything. More like, I don't know what I want. But still I don't necessarily want a gift. I just, hope that all goes well at the party. But grr, even Yano asked Nina, "what does Sora want for her birthday?" In his case, I just... want him to come. It's weird but I kind of feel "princessy" yes, I posted this on... my own personal site, but I want to say a few things. I'm not use to, it's a weird feeling. Nina's getting someone to teach me how to sing. Nina's been helping me "be healthy". Even outfits and what I wear. 감사 언니.
And...
Dear Micho,
For a present, I already told you what I wanted. Talk to her. Accompany her. During my party. That's all I ask. It won't cost you any money, so don't worry. And if you insist on getting me something, well then sorry~ I don't know what I want from you. Just, talk to her. Okay?
- Sora |
Er. at 10:13 PM
Name: Sora (원숭이)
